Those dark links.....

Understanding your own thought process is a constant life struggle and uncomfortable too. 

There are times when we fall, we rise, we struggle, we learn, we lose, we win, we get betrayed, we are being fooled by others, we are being used, we are being made feel unworthy. But we don't give up on own struggles or anyone else, not just for the present situation, but for the rest of our lives. This is how we, humans, work.

In between the suffering and recovering period, there is a constant struggle of our thoughts, all the time, to analyse and optimise the situation based on our possessed knowledge. We then try to combine the tiny bits of all facts that we know, to complete the whole riddle. The riddle is never complete if we do not possess each and every piece of it. That is where, the real struggle arises and where our thoughts take us every where it could be found.  Nevertheless, some missing pieces could arise from our own imaginary thought- which could be just pseudo real to fit into the riddle one wish to solve. Most of the times, these real missing pieces, often, carry the most important link to complete that riddle. And that I would call that the "dark links(or pieces)". 

We all carry those dark pieces within ourselves that makes us vulnerable and difficult for others to understand, either way. We try to hide those dark links to pretend perfect to the world all the time. It is not a single time struggle to hide them. It takes energy to preserve them the way you want them to be all the time. It consumes so much of your energy, which could have been just used to lit that part by knowing it(than ignoring it) and made yourself free from those dark links. It is not so easy to practice though, because we think that it is a part the worldly responsibilities of being close to perfect, without any flaws. The world would like you to accept that way, otherwise you would be odd one out and won't be appreciated by others, which one do not wish for, by human nature. Your real inner thoughts and the worldly thoughts you created for yourself, struggle all the time to make a balance so as to reach an optimum position where they could both hold each other. This is a slow process and takes enough time to sink into that comfortable position, until another new self realisation pops up and this is how the chain continues forever. This way, we struggle everyday, we overcome everyday, and we learn everyday.

Slowly and steadily, these dark links help us to make a balance amongst ourselves and results in, perhaps, the slowly changed behaviour, perspective and even thought process towards life. Important is to take such changes in a positive direction than to sink by the negative energy. With true inner self-realisation, the dark missing pieces could, ultimately, help us grow as a better persons, with the realisation of your own inner darkness.